17 de junio de 2009

Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important...

Really am very happy! While I may find unhappiness in the world sometimes, I know I am quite blessed with the life I have. I thank God every day for my family, my health, and all those around me.

Whenever I am taking photos,

and failing at capturing what I envisioned in my head.

And I get frustrated and annoyed...

This is what happens.

I make a silly face, and laugh at myself. =)

11 de junio de 2009

I often find it difficult to express how I'm feeling.

It's weird to be saying this, but the title of this post is often very true with me. I will be feeling so much, but I'll have no idea how to put it into words. Sometimes I'll just cry for no reason; or laugh for no reason. That's just how I am, I guess. Isn't that how it is with most of us, though? We want to say what we're feeling, we just don't know how. Someday I'll find a way to change that.

25 de abril de 2009

Extrañar

Como extraño aquellos instantes donde todo era mejor,
donde todo era ilusión, hasta tal vez ceguedad.
No se lo que era, pero era "feliz", sentía que con jugar era suficiente, en cambio ahora, creo ser la muñeca con la que todos juegan, con la que se divierten los "perfectos", los aceptados.
Yo también quiero divertirme con este juego, no ser objeto de diversión.
Estoy sufriendo al anhelar volver a los viejos tiempos, no paro de extrañar todo lo que fue de mí.
No quiero crecer, sólo quiero internarme en el pasado y dejar de querer lo que fue y no volverá.

15 de abril de 2009

Memories

Even though you’ve moved on, and so have I,
I lied.You’ll always be here, in the back
of my mind, and in my heart, but most of all,
in all of my sweetest memories.

12 de abril de 2009

Nine

I deserve the right kind of love.
The kind of love that makes me happy.
The fantastic love that's in books & movies.
Even if we aren't together forever, I want to
look back & never regret having fallen in love with you.
That's the kind of love I think we all deserve.

15 de febrero de 2009

Eight

She doesn't know who she is anymore.
She only can think about *him* these days.
He doesn't have a clue what he's doing,
But its hurting her horribly, and it won't go away.

21 de noviembre de 2008

Letter to My Someone

P.S.-
Do you know that i love you?
i probably already told you, but
i'm going to keep saying it.
there is no lies in these worlds,
not one bit. your smile keeps me
alive. Is one more reason to keep
fighting. I would give you my soul
for comfort, even if it leaves me
dark and cold. && when i hold
you close, i can feel your heart
beat fast, and i think to myself...
i've found that " someone " at last.

10 de noviembre de 2008

If I were a BOY

If I were a boy
I'd think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cuz I know how it hurts
When u lose the one you wanted
Cuz his taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake think I would forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you're were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cuz you taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed! But you just a boy.
(BEYONCE)

29 de octubre de 2008

RANDOM FACTS

...i love attention..all the time!!
...My favorite eyeliner is Maybelline!
...I love reality TV (its real weird)
...My favorite color is Black and White (they aint colors i know they are shades but whatever!)
...i would sleep all day and all night if i could! ...i write with my right hand...i don't wear makeup when im at home.
...I Get bored really easy.
...I hate people who boss me around i cant stand it!
...I hate when a guy stares at your chest when he talks to you (its obvious!)
...I love to cuddle with someone when its cold.
...When i get woken up during the night i get really grumpy the next day and take it out on everyone!.
...When my alarm wakes me up in the morning for work i groan and try and fit in 5 minutes more of sleep!
...i don't like liars,unreliable people and backstabber's
...I hate really muscular guys.
...I love when a guy brags about me and shows me off to all his friends!
...I love when a guy walks beside me and grabs my hand.
...I love when a guy holds me while watching a movie.
...I love making out..FULL STOP!
...I cant stand when white boys try to be black...they dont pull it off!
...I get really annoying at times.
...I have an Apple Iphone.
...I don't want a boyfriend to be shorter then me!
...I can spend over a high amount of money in one go.
...I always regret one-night stands...no matter who it was with.
...I hate cheap people.
...Im scared of Marriage, what if hes not the right one?
...I hate guys who cheat!!
...If a guy cheats on me, and i find out from a friend ill confront him..and then dump him if he dont fess up!
...Im a real sweetie, unless you get on my nerves!
...I cant have a normal conversation without saying "ñame" in every sentence, or saying "que se yo" after every word!
...im addicted to day dreaming
...Im loyal as fuck if i love you i'll love you forever and if your bringing me down ill drop you in 2 seconds and love you from a distance
...I cant stand when someone tries to push me to be someone that im not.
...I hate when people judge before they know.
...Im not spoilt...Maybe a little :)
...I Love receiving gifts :)
...My cell phone stays with me at all times!!
...You will NOT touch my Ipod Or Phone unless your special.
...My Favorite music channel is MTV & MTV3.
...My favorite show is: Heroes

26 de octubre de 2008

LOVE IS IN THE AIR

Love is in the air
and i think im getting high.

They say that the bond of love is knitted in the sky
by the angels and then sent to the earth for the people…
I say that it is made right here on the surface when your
hand kisses mine, when your soul touches mine and absorbs it
somewhere in the depth of your tenderness.
It’s your love that is in the air… it has softened the sky to lose its glare….

21 de octubre de 2008

MISSING

Sometimes, even when you're
having the time of your life,
you can't help but to stop && think
about how how much you miss
t.h.e. g.o.o.d. o.l.d. d.a.y.s.

18 de octubre de 2008

WONDERING

Whenever a memory pops into your head, you always have to wonder.

How many more times will I be able to remember that? Will I ever remember that again? How many times can you revist a memory?

17 de octubre de 2008

SEVEN

When you truly care for someone, you don't look for faults.
You don't look for answers. You don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults and
you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you
love without measure. There are rare chances that you'll
meet the person you love and who loves you in return.
So once you have it, don't let it go. The chance may never
come your way again.

15 de octubre de 2008

SIX


Your a little late..
Im already torn..

it's a lot easier to say you're angry,
than to admit you're hurt.

14 de octubre de 2008

THIS GIRL

This girl is just like any other ordinary girl. Just like any other girl,
she cries her eyes out every night, looks up at the stars & turns to
God to wish that he would look her way one day. This girl made
her mistakes & learned her lessons, got her chances & lost them.
She's had her smiles & her frowns; she knows that he keeps the
truth from her & the truth hurts. He says ''I love you'' with that
face but she knows that he never meant one of those three words.
The day that he means it, she'll know because it'll be different,
sound different because he'll actually mean it. And that day will be
never come. So this girl should just fall asleep & never wake up,
because she's happiest in her dreams.

13 de octubre de 2008

FIVE

It's time to move on with my life.
I've got to stop reading the same page
and continue turning the pages.
The memories are still locked in my mind,
but they're what's stopping me from living my life.

22 de febrero de 2008

I need U

Don't want to spend this night alone
Cause your just what I need
I'll lock your digits on my phone
For as much as I tease
I know this affection may be temporary but
Nightlike behavior it is necesary
Look for tonight yes we're doing it right
But you got my number if you like what you like...

20 de noviembre de 2007

FOUR

& it`s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to
stay the same. It`s funny but stupid how you want everything &
nothing at the same time. It`s crazy when you want to let go, but
you keep holding on , & when you want to move on but you`re stuck
right where you started. When feelings come & go & you
can`t
decide
what you want. When you have so many things to say but
you don`t know where to start. When you want them in your life
so
bad
, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It`s
so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now &
realize that things are different & they may never be the same.
You tell yourself it`s not worth it, but if it really didn`t matter,
you wouldn`t spend so much time thinking about it.

19 de noviembre de 2007

THREE

If your going to fall, just do it. Don't stumble or trip and
make a fool out of yourself first. just fall.